“For as the days of a tree, so will be the days of my people; my chosen ones will long enjoy the work of their hands. They will not labor in vain, nor will they bear children doomed to misfortune; for they will be a people blessed by the Lord, they and their descendants
with them.” Isaiah 65:22b-23 (NIV)
Into my adult years, my relationship with my mom struggled. She had been to residential school and, right from my youngest years, her
mothering skills were very poor . . . almost nonexistent. When I eventually got around to asking her to forgive me for my bitterness towards her, she said, “Okay.”
I tried many times to talk to her after that. Whenever it looked like we might be able to talk things out, she would start crying. I so wanted
to bring closure to things. My mom always struggled to hug and struggled to say, “I love you.” It wasn’t until her later years that I was finally able to tell her, “I love you, Mom. I forgive you.”
My mom accepted the Lord as her Savior and, over the years, she had learned to laugh. She held her grandchildren with delight. I thought I had released the bitterness, and brought closure to our lives. About two or three days after my mom’s passing, however, I was sitting alone when I felt some unresolved forgiveness still festering. I cried out to Jesus to truly help me to forgive her.
The peace that overwhelmed me was so meaningful! At Mom’s funeral, I had shared the importance of forgiveness to whoever would
listen. Being at peace means surrendering your pain to God. Let Him deal with it.
— Richard Knott
Council Fire is a collaboration with Intertribal Life Ministries and Native Evangelical Fellowship of Canada.
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